Monday, June 25, 2012

Get the funk out

Well, I did it.  I am below my lowest weight that was taken May 11th.  It's only 0.4lbs, but I am finally below that mark.  So I celebrated with an ice cream sammage.  It was good.  

All told, I've lost a total of only 22lbs since my weight loss journey started back in January of 2011.  At this rate I should be down to my long term goal in about 3 years :-/.  But now that the weather is nicer and I can get out and walk more, maybe it won't take that long.  I would really love to get back into Danny's classes.  I just don't find myself motivated to do it at home.  

I have to find out what my schedule would be first, because classes are at 8, and I will be working till 9 now.  Maybe I can sweet talk my manager into letting me work days on Tuesdays and Thursdays. 

Off to catch some rays!  

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"Here comes the sun, and I say, It's all right" ~ g. harrison

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

too tired to think of a title.. make one up.

As I sit here and write this today, so much has happened since my last post.  

I got my cute little car and I just love it.  I get over 600km on the highway, and a little over 500 putting around town.  

And last week, I found out the pharmacy that I work for, will be closing its doors on the 19th of June.  Yup, after just buying a brand new car, I am going to lose my job. 

Even reading this makes me sick to my tummy. 

And because of all this happening, I have lost the ability to control my eating.  I didn't think I was a stress eater, but after all this shit that has been going on, all I want to do is eat.  Everything.  I can't be home with nothing to do because I just keep getting up and going to the fridge or cupboard looking for something.  Anything will do.  

In the last month, I only gained a pound. But I fluctuated so badly, that at one point I gained up to 6 pounds.  These 5 pounds lost, should be on the lower side of my last weigh-in in May. 

I have been feeling like shit lately too.  I am going to chalk it up to all the crap happening at work and hope it goes away soon.  

I've been trying to walk the cove in the evenings.  It takes about a half hour with lots of steep hills.  I do enjoy going. I have been missing out on Danny's classes and I am very disappointed in myself for this. But not having a job constitutes of cutting out extra-curricular activities. 

Now I am off to get ready for one of my last 6 days of employment.

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