too tired to think of a title.. make one up.

As I sit here and write this today, so much has happened since my last post.  

I got my cute little car and I just love it.  I get over 600km on the highway, and a little over 500 putting around town.  

And last week, I found out the pharmacy that I work for, will be closing its doors on the 19th of June.  Yup, after just buying a brand new car, I am going to lose my job. 

Even reading this makes me sick to my tummy. 

And because of all this happening, I have lost the ability to control my eating.  I didn't think I was a stress eater, but after all this shit that has been going on, all I want to do is eat.  Everything.  I can't be home with nothing to do because I just keep getting up and going to the fridge or cupboard looking for something.  Anything will do.  

In the last month, I only gained a pound. But I fluctuated so badly, that at one point I gained up to 6 pounds.  These 5 pounds lost, should be on the lower side of my last weigh-in in May. 

I have been feeling like shit lately too.  I am going to chalk it up to all the crap happening at work and hope it goes away soon.  

I've been trying to walk the cove in the evenings.  It takes about a half hour with lots of steep hills.  I do enjoy going. I have been missing out on Danny's classes and I am very disappointed in myself for this. But not having a job constitutes of cutting out extra-curricular activities. 

Now I am off to get ready for one of my last 6 days of employment.

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